When Man says NO , God says YES… When Man says YES God says NO… And this morning God said no Snow.
When I looked out the window this morning I was expecting to see the ground and the cars covered with snow but instead it was clean as a whistle. The weather guy said it would have been snowing all night into this morning and right through to this evening. So what really happened??? Mother nature happened, sometimes God stomps his authority and I have a feeling that’s what happened today. Though I am a little disappointed I am not complaining at all. I am somewhat happy that we don”t have to clean off the cars or driveway or even deal with the messiness of a snowfall. This winter has been a great winter so far with its spring-like weather. I am one who is truly happy about that. After all last years winter was a horrible one, we had so much snow that my roof fell. Maybe next week we get some snowfall but not today 🙂 .
This is what I woke up to...Not a drop of snow!
Anyhow, I am now lying here trying to take it easy today. It seems I push myself too much at times. I could never just lie down and relax. My brain is always working over time and I get to thinking what I could be doing with the little time I have instead of taking a nap. All yesterday I have been sick, It seems I was poisoned from the expired cream cheese I ate. I did not think to check it, since I had recently bought it. I was throwing up and I had the worst headache I have ever had in my life. I thought I was going to faint. I reached to my medicine cabinet for some pain killers but there was none there, turns out that husband of mine took it all. He never thinks of me in this respect because I am hardly ever sick and headaches are few and far apart for me. Needless to say I was very upset at him. I called his cell phone to curse at him but he dodged a bullet by not picking up. Now while I am dealing with all this pain and faint dizzy feeling, I still have my little roaring monster/dinosaur/lion/gorilla to contend with. Desperate for some help or relief I called on the landlord to beg for some pain killers but he wasn’t around. I couldn’t ask any of my neighbors because we never speak to each other, the one on the left is weird and doesn’t even speak my language and the one on the right is ‘farther’ to the right and barks at you for turning around in her driveway. So no one was around to help me when I needed it. Since I was beaten and hungry, and hollow on the inside I pushed the barriers of my strength and stamina and headed to the kitchen. I came up with this Juicy burger and yes, I found the strength to take pictures for you.
My very own hamburger!... this is what I mean by pushing myself
I returned to bed and my roaring son followed me. He attacked me like he was Simba of the Lion King and I was Nala, with his hands choking my neck he pinned me down and yelled “I got ya”. Then he sat up on my stomach and said “get up mommy” I looked at him tears in my eyes and said, ” Josiah mommy is not feeling well” “get up, get up” he yelled, rocking me back and fort. When I couldn’t take it anymore I yelled for him to leave me alone. He frowned like Hoho the monkey of Ni Hao Kai Lan. I felt badly and called him back for a hug. He smiled and put his head on my shoulder. He had forgiven me. But after about two minutes he started his roaring and attacking all over again. I prayed for his dad to come home and rescue me from his constant role play of the Lion King and any other thing that roars. But that was not to be, for when his dad finally came in I had to play referee between the two of them. Where in my life do I have the room, patience or time for another child?? This one has taken all my energy but that is a story for another time.
Borderline Mommy 